My Son

You said I made assumptions.

Please explain how much time do you put on your education now as you know that you are in the final year and the importance of this year. Not only me have been nagging about your education but all whom know you.

Do you know why? Cause you just don’t care about education yet. You have all you have at the moment to keep you going and that's enough for you.

I sure you know we are not rich as some of your friend are and I am sorry I cant give more (in term of money wise)

I am spending a lot on your education if you have not notice and I wonder whether I am wasting its down the drain.

Money is not enough to find, your dad and I are trying to get end met and you are taking thing for granted. You still think it’s the holiday for you.

Yes I notice you have not gone gaming but do you take the opportunity when I am not at home? Please be truthful, have you got the strength to resist temptation (for once please stop lying).

Even when you are not doing gaming most of the time when you are home you are on the computer, the TV is on, the Air-Con is on and you are smsing away. All this cost monies and who is paying for it.

I am sure you are aware of the crisis of the economy, recession going on (but do you care). Have you sit and think what happen if one of your parent is out of job? Have you help to save our daily expense. NO

We still have to tell to get of the computer and turn off the TV. The weather since December is very cold and yet look at the temperature for the air-con you put on. The rest of us sleep with the fan on. How considerate is that. You must be very special to have this.

Last Friday the TV is on till 4 plus in the morning, on Wednesday you told your dad that you will watch TV till 11am but at 11.30am its was still on and you had to go to school the next day. Are you able to wake up when we wake in the morning. Often when you are told to get off the computer is 5 min but you’re the 5 min is prolong to more that half an hour. Is this responsible?

Please explain what is responsibility (if you understand it) and at your age are you responsible. You have not proof that yet.

When you tell us that you will be off the computer in 5 min or the TV will be off at 11pm then no matter what it has to be done. The min the 5 min is on hold and its become 10min it will continue to go on and on and that what you are still doing. Sorry but that is very irresponsible.

I have told you in December that once school start no more computer and you had agreed with my terms. So why are you still on the computer.

You said you improving your English by blogging. Give me a break ! you think you can improve your English by blogging, please don’t fool yourself or me.

What revision have you done since school. I still have to tell you to pick up your books.

Alex if you think that life suck yes you are right. It does, you dislike studying I dislike going out to work but do we have a choice! You still have to study and I still have to work and the end of the day if you do well you benefit in your near future. As for me whatever earning I have goes to yours and your sister’s education until you both goes out to work. Till then, what saving do i have for my old age. Will you want to look after me? At the moment i think you prefer not to have me as your mum.

If you wonder why God give this kind of mum to you I too wonder why I have a difficulty son to deal with. I am trying my best to make this family work and am praying very hard for it. Its not just by praying that things will work. In reality we have to works at things too and as your Mother if I think you cant control your temptation on the computer and watching TV then I will have to take all things away so that you will not be tempted and for this (I AM SORRY).

This year its your final year and your sister 1^st year in the real world. I cant handle the two of you so you are on your own. You have not show me anything yet until last day when you had no computer or TV that I see you doing your work.

Alex if you are not interested in your education please speak up NOW cause your tuition for this year is not going to be cheap and I don’t want to waste my hard earn monies. I will leave you on your own if you want me to. But if you think that you want to do your best and get to Poly and if you need the extra help with tuition then I want to see my monies going into good use. That is for this year you study until eye drop out, no chatting or blogging, SMSing or late night TV(ing) cause you need lots of improvement in your study and I want to see result for all class test and daily school work to get you to a good Poly.

This is my term, computer if you want is only on weekend and for 4 hours and that's it. Let’s negotiate. My condition stand.

Your mum

Messed up?

Just maybe.....

Day sucks because of her...